John 20:19-31 2nd Sunday of Easter
Elizabeth M. Deibert
15 April 2012
15 April 2012
Christ, be our peace, that we might
see you, hear you, touch you, and know you as we hear your Word. Amen.
Every year
on the second Sunday of Easter, we step back from our Easter exuberance, and
hear the concerns of Doubting Thomas.
This is the Sunday for quiet reassurance that Christ is alive and
breathing peace on us, no matter what we see or don’t see in the world around
us. Christ is driving the dark of our
doubt away, always bringing peace into the locked rooms of our lives where we
fear and confusion give way to faith and confirmation.
I was so
excited last week with the crowd we had here.
230 people! But really, the
crowds should come back on the second Sunday of Easter. This is the story for us. Yes, especially in this congregation, we
should love this resurrection story.
Peace, Joy, Peace Doubt, Peace, Faith.
Peace is everywhere. We love
exchanging the peace of Christ and really meaning it, not just being friendly,
but hoping with our words and our attitudes of forgiveness to change
lives. So we say with all depth, “Peace
be with you.” We mean it. We don’t exchange pleasantries in that
moment. It is not like running into a
friend at the park. We share
peace. Our recyclable grocery bags say
it and our business cards say it. “Peace
to you.” If I tried to distill the one
message I have for the world into one word, it would be “peace.” If I wanted to communicate one thing Christ
was bringing to all people, it would be in the Hebrew sense of the word,
shalom, wholeness – Peace. If there one
thing I hope my life will embody in the world – in the way I live with others –
it is summarized in peace. What a great
name for a church – Peace!
I invite you
now to imagine a night of great unrest for the disciples. Some women had reported an empty tomb, but there
had been no confirmation. What they currently
experience is an empty room full of fear.
Who might get crucified next?
And are these stories about the empty tomb real, can they give their
friends who saw and believed the benefit of the doubt?
John
20:19-31 (NRSV)
19When it was evening on that day, the first day of the week, and
the doors of the house where the disciples had met were locked for fear of the
Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.” 20After he said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then
the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. 21Jesus said to them
again, “Peace
be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you.” 22When he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit. 23If
you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of
any, they are retained.” 24But Thomas (who was
called the Twin), one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. 25So the other disciples
told him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, and put my
finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.”
26A week later his disciples were again in the house, and Thomas
was with them. Although the doors were shut, Jesus came and stood among them
and said, “Peace
be with you.” 27Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here
and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Do not doubt but
believe.” 28Thomas answered him, “My Lord and my God!” 29Jesus said to him, “Have you believed because
you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to
believe.” 30Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples,
which are not written in this book. 31But these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus
is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that through believing you may have life in
his name.
The doors
were locked, but Jesus came in anyway and
said, “Shalom.” This shalom is for
them, to calm them, to reassure them. Then
he showed them the evidence of his wounds.
They rejoice in seeing him. He
gives them peace again, and with it a charge.
The second “shalom” is the one they and we must bear to the world. Jesus was the one sent. Now he is sending them, but first he
breathes on them. The wind-breath-spirit
(pneuma) is given them.
As those who
follow Jesus we are given peace into our souls and by his Spirit we bear peace
to the world. But that’s not all. Jesus then gives the power of forgiveness –
a huge gift and burden. Do you know the
power of forgiveness? Do you know the
release you can give yourself and others by offering forgiveness, especially to
those who do not deserve it. That’s
what Christ offers us – that is the essence of his peace – and he says, as the
Father sent me, so I send you. Give
people the peace of your forgiveness. Give
those who have betrayed you or forgotten you the peace of your
forgiveness.
Know
Christ’s peace in the depths of your soul, so you can dig deep into that peace,
when you’ve been hurt, and offer forgiveness to others. There is great peace in laying our bitterness
aside. To love and forgive others is
possible only to the degree we have received Christ’s peace. To fully embrace Christ’s peace is a process
of trusting his love to be the One thing that completes us, that fills us, that
heals us. Sometimes we want to hold
back parts of ourselves, not believing that God is what we most need in that
deep needy part. Sometimes the deep
needy part of us wants the quick feel-good.
Sometimes we want to reserve a little spot for our justified anger or
blame toward others. We want to reserve
that spot as point of pride, thinking too highly of ourselves. What we need is for Christ’s breath to enter
that spot and heal it. With Christ’s
peace in us, giving us the benefit of the doubt, we can give others the benefit
of the doubt.
But we like
to cling to our doubts about Christ’s peace.
We like to think there are some wounds he cannot heal, so we hold them
back. We like to cling to our doubt,
because doubt or skepticism is the intellectual way these days, and we educated
people value our minds. Smart people
question things like Thomas did. Smart
people need hard evidence.
Science. Fact. Evidence.
Unless I see the evidence of his wounds and touch them, I will NOT
believe. Thomas is not just saying to
his friends, “I wish I had seen Jesus with you. I’m having a hard time believing.” No, he was exercising his will in
doubt. I will not believe.
Like Jack
Nicholson’s character in the movie, Bucket
List when the two guys talk of faith and Jack says with a smirk, “Oh, I
admire you people with faith. I just
can’t get my head around it. And Morgan
Freeman wryly responds, “Well, maybe your head’s in the way.” I love that line. And Dr. Francis Collins, the Director of the
Genome Project, a Christian who developed the video series we are called
Science and Religion, admits that his intellect was in the way of believing for
many years. It was his clinical contact
with real human suffering that made him question his agnosticism. And as he read Mere Christianity and began to seriously ponder the Christian
faith, he came to a point of believing more than doubting – just like Thomas.
The best
thing about this story of Doubting Thomas is that he does not continue to
doubt. Jesus comes twice that evening to
the disciples, seemingly just to bring more peace – peace enough for Thomas to
believe. Was it peace or evidence that
made him believe? Peace be with you,
Thomas. Peace to all the doubters of
the world. Here – you said you need to
touch and see. Okay. Do it.
Don’t doubt, though, believe!
And Thomas’ stubborn
agnosticism falls away. The peace of
Christ overwhelms him and heals him, and he utters a most profound statement of
faith: My Lord and My God.
You might be
thinking, “Well, Thomas got the evidence, so of course, he began to believe,
but I don’t have Jesus standing in front of me.” But was it the evidence or the peace that
changed him, I ask you? For all of us
who never had this face-to-face encounter with the Risen Lord, Jesus says we
are blessed. Yes. We who are challenged to claim a blind faith
are the blessed ones. Is there more
peace in a faith that trusts enough, even in the dark of not knowing?
Those who
get their proofs are believing, but they don’t need as much faith to hang on. But those who believe without seeing, those
who can handle the mysteries of life, they are the strong ones. Those of us who have not seen have the
benefit of the doubt when we believe despite our doubts, despite our not seeing. If you think about it, faith is giving Jesus
the benefit of the doubt.
What evidence do we have that Jesus rose from the
dead? We give this scripture the
benefit of the doubt. What evidence do
we have that the church has not been duped all these years. We give the church the benefit of the
doubt. We give each other the benefit
of the doubt as we seek together, as best we can to follow Jesus’ way. Faith is giving God the benefit of the
doubt. But we’re receiving the benefit
of the doubt, even as we give it, because the benefit of the doubt is Christ
entering and filling us with his peace, made real.
How do we
know someone who dies is not gone forever?
What evidence do we have that we will be reunited one day? No hard and fast evidence – the kind the
world likes.
We only have
a few near-death experiences reported, and we have to give those people the
benefit of the doubt. But we are
blessed, we are benefited all the more to believe in the Resurrection of the
body and the life everlasting with no evidence but the witness of scripture,
the church through the generations, and our faith.
Jesus is
understanding of Thomas, but not willing to leave Thomas where he is. He charges him to believe. I
think believing is an act of our will, more than an ascent of the heart or
mind. I think believing often comes in
response to an experience of the peace Christ offers, more than any proofs. Evidence we have but no proof. And our evidence is Christ’s peace, the
peace we experience in worship, the peace we experience in prayer, the peace we
experience in the beauty of nature. The
peace that passes all understanding when we walk through a heavy grief and are
surrounded by the love of our friends. The
peace that still our souls when our lives feel like locked rooms, full of fear
and confusion.
You walk
into this worship service, Christ is here, pouring out peace in your soul, encouraging
you to believe, to forgive, and to share that peace and forgiveness with
others. Sometimes the doors to your
heart are locked, but Christ can enter anyway.
And his message always is “Peace be with you. Do not doubt but believe.” And once you are rejoicing in faith, his
message is “Now that you believe, receive the Holy Spirit. As my Father sent me, so I send you.” So let us be at peace, let us forgive, let
us believe, and let us share the peace we have been so graciously given by
always giving the benefit of the doubt to all whom we
meet.
Our Lord and our God, we thank you
for this peace which now floods our souls.
We believe your love is healing every doubting dark corner of our
hearts. Renew us in your love, that we
might forgive, believe, and share your peace with this hurting world.